Patience

Still cannot read, can't hold books more than a few minutes. Typing is slow but easier to do...I can get propped just "so" and be ok-ish.

Frustration and depression have been washing over me the last week. I feel more at square one than I have with the amount of pain and swelling that I have had lately. It's visible enough for others in the house to comment on my hands...which also makes sense why I am typing with about three-five fingers with both hands.

keeping the faith in suffering. Always.