changes

What a change of attitude this disease will throw at you. It really tosses some depths of despair at one, even if you try hard to be positive. Honestly, the oyster way to have a good attitude is to ask God. Not only for a better attitude, but to ask Him to just love through you. I really do not have the strength to take on this chronic disease myself, even with the great support team I have been blessed with.

If prayers are answered immediately, be thankful...you may have to be patient and wait for an answer to prayers...paraphrase of j. E. Tada.

I have been so blessed that when I ask God for help to HANDLE my sickness, I get an instant answer...maybe a day or so, but I do get an answer. Or thus far. My healing process has still been a no.

But if a day is a thousand years, think of what I can do in a day. Paraphrase again.
If I prayed more, one could consider the time to be a thousand years of prayer because of being with Someone outside of time. Maybe my difference making could be by prayer. I do not pray as deeply as I possibly could. What conversations I have missed out on.
My problem is, too, that I prefer to write prayers out...and my hands do not cooperate. Maybe that difficulty, though, would make me be still. Still and know God was and is there.