I have spent the last two days in a bit of a pickle, as they used to say. Today is by far worse, in that I know it is pain that keeps waking me every little while, making me toss and turn or sit at the edge of my bed half asleep. I am so tired, but cannot sleep much of any length because my pain is so bad.
I haven't had any issue with my pain being overwhelming in a long while. Even as I write this, I am beginning to toss and shift about in the chair...and my thoughts are not as straight because of the encroaching monster bearing down.
I am not sure what to do. My biggest fear being the medication I am taking for the RA (Enbrel) is not enough, and my disease is overwhelming that therapy, leading to continued destruction. Or maybe a flare of sorts.
I hurt so much, all over. Oh gosh.
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